July 22, 2009

6 P.M. Well I have called a few times with Stacey she will not hardly talk to me, but then again she won't talk much on the phone to anyone, but I did receive a call from one of the Social Workers from Mount Vernon and they said Stacey is doing good that she is totally a breath of fresh air for them that they do not get to many as advanced as Stacey even to come back they say she is always smiling and complementing everyone on something and there is not one person that don't make a point to visit Stacey every day in there, because she is so nice to everyone, and they gave me a compliment that they was going over old notes and never did they think Stacey would come this far that they wanted to say what a good job I have done with her to keep pushing like I have and to achieve all I have with her is remarkable. But they also have said Stacey is achieving alot but there is still some question marks on if she will ever be able to walk, yes she does walk some but with her continuous shakes which they say is the serious damage to the brain that she will always have the shakes and it may not be possible for to walk on her own, they are going to keep her another two extra weeks possibly a month, they want to examine her more plus she is doing so well with them they think they may get some accomplished with her, but right now they are not saying what. They are going to call me next Wednesday to have a family conference to let me know more of what is going on and how much longer they will keep her. I miss her so much the first week was a relief but it is hard to sleep or focus not knowing for sure what is going on, I know she is fine it's just we have been burned so many times from rehabs. that it hard to believe something is actually getting accomplished, or with my mind it is what are they hiding because they don't want me to come up and see her, they per fer me to stay away, which I understand there point I think it's just really hard put I guess I need to get over it and just try and believe it is for her best, again it is just hard to believe something is actually happening. Well I guess that is all for tonight I will try and get back next Wednesday to update. Thank You and God Bless.