May 27, 2007

1:00 A.M.

I couldn't sleep tonight so I thought I would go ahead and update the blog. Stacey will be leaving for MRC Tuesday Morning, this was alot sooner than when I was expecting, I thought I would at least have another week with her and tried to put it off for another week but they advised that they have a bed opening now and may not next week, so I went ahead and agreed. Monday our truck broke down so we didn't get Stacey to the rest of her days for Rehab. but that was ok, we had our neighbors next door help us and it only took him a day but he wasn't able to get to it until the weekend we was really blessed for him otherwise it would have cost us 400 or more but we gave him some to take care of some of his time and we greatly appreciate him. Just not sure what to say, I just am not ready for this, Stacey started smiling for me again tonight she was looking at the pictures on the wall and ask me who was the guy in the suit in the black picture, I took it down and showed her it, and told her that was Tony Webb you went with him to prom and she kept saying no it was Matt, but I went on asking her about her, I said see how beautiful you are and that smile, I wish I could see you smile like that again, I told her I miss her smiles, and I asked why don't you smile for me and she told me to get a camera and she would smile, which really blew me away, and luckily Garrett had his camera up here today so I started taking the picture and she keep turning away from me. She finally stopped and smiled and then I kept taking them until the batteries went dead, and then she kept asking me to keep taking pictures, I told her I couldn't I had no more batteries but I would get some tomorrow and we would take more and she said OK! I started crying it was another one of those moments. This last week she has been doing so much extra stuff, it just makes it alot harder for me to let go Tuesday. But I know they will do everything in there power to get threw her stubborn side and hopefully get her back on her feet. I will take her down Tuesday morning and try and get threw to them everything they need to know, they no longer have the dorms down there, that is were I stayed in before, I figured I could sleep in the truck and stay until Wednesday, but everyone has told me not to stay to go up there take of the business and turn around and come back home,, because if I stay Wednesday that I will not be able to leave, which I know there right, I just don't know if I can just leave that soon. It is really hard, but I am hoping and praying that this will work this time, and like I always ask please keep the prayers a going. For the person who left the comment last week thank you for your time to let me know your there and your prayers, I greatly appreciate the kind words sometimes it's really nice to hear that there is still someone out there. Thank You May God Bless You for the kind words and for your time and concern! And to everyone else Thank You also I know Stacey has many people who keep her in there prayers also, may God Bless you all and keep your family safe. I will keep up the blog I know not to many people read it anymore, but I like to write it for myself also, and not only me but for Stacey for later when she gets better she can read her progress. Thank You again and to all GOD BLESS! I put a picture up from the ones I took tonight.