April 22, 2007

4 P.M. Well another week here and gone and I am so glad this has just been a very busy week, I thought I was tired before but this week has taken alot more out of me than usual. Stacey started Monday at Ranken it was a very long process that day she was not very cooperative at all that day but when I got in on it she started doing more, but that was wrong I should have did more sitting back but after all this time it's kinda hard to leave someone else take over, it's kinda like take your child to there first day of kindergarten you have let them know everything a still try to do it all even tho they are there, so it took me some time to get use to it. Tuesday we went up for her right arm for the MRI they have found a foreign object in the arm they are not sure when we looked at the scans it looked like she had a hole threw the bone but I know it is what ever is in there that in front of the bone. The orthopedic doctor is suppose to call me next week to find out what we are going to do about it to see if it is worth going in and checking it out more. Wednesday we went back to Rehab. and it was another long day really no cooperation from Stacey what so ever, even tho I was still hiding behind things as they worked with her I couldn't help to watch. She seats and watches everyone, all the other kids and all the volunteers trying to work with her, she sits there like one of those kids that no one likes with that look on her face she makes me so sad to watch her, I gave in a couple of times and went over and sit with her but by that time she was highly upset with me, I know what she was thinking I can't believe you left me alone with these strange people, but I know she will eventually give in. Friday was another day the transportation bus did not come and get her so I took her up there again I did not want her to miss any time with them, this time I did set back and did not interfere with anything but it was hard, I think I paced those floors a million times Friday, and my legs let me know about it friday night. But I know it is just going to take time, I just hope she realizes this soon so she can start getting back on track, I mean actually spend the time learning instead of fighting them all the time. I will be going back up with her Monday to make sure she does good on riding on the bus instead of with me, and then it will be just me at home, but that's ok I have so much spring cleaning to catch up on I will be keeping myself busy I am still tring to convince myself of this. I would like to thank every one who brought old shirts by for Stacey, Brittney Gildehouse and Amanda Lansford she also brought some one piece swim suits by because they were to but Stacey in the pool Friday but she was not cooperating enough so they said maybe next week they will try. Plus I went to the garage sales this weekend and got some shirts so hopefully we are set for awhile. For everyone that is not sure what I'm talking about these last few weeks Stacey has started tearing her shirts up biting and just ripping them off, I'm not sure what this is all about but I was out of shirts for her, so we made a few phone calls and it wasn't long and everyone was there to bring shirts so again THANK YOU hopefully we won't be going threw this stage to much longer. But again Thank You all for prayers and support and just being there. Until next week God Bless.