December 4, 2007

12:30 A.M.

I am sorry this is late again this week unfortunately we have had a bad ending to our week. But to get to Stacey we did take her to see the eye doctor on the 28Th and he admitted that her eyesight was pretty bad, but he said it had alot to do with her right eye that continues to get lazy, his first advised was that he thought it may be due to the head trauma and wanted to go in and operate on the eye, but I had to decline for now, I asked if glasses would not help and he said there was a good possibility that it may, so I asked if we could try the glasses for know and if there is no improvement we will go with the surgery, but I would like to wait at least until school is out, I prefer it not at all because she has been threw so much already and with eye surgery is not going to improve her right now, I am afraid she will slide back if she has to endure that pain now, so we are going to stick with glasses as ask for a miracle again so she will not have to endure anymore pain. She did real good with horse riding again this week and she even picked up a friend, he was bound and determined to be with her so he got on the horse with help from Laura and he rode with Stacey most of her session, I will have that on the blog tonight you can click on the picture to make it larger to see her new friend that rode with her! On another note a bad one I need again to ask for extra prayers for me and my family tonight and the next few days especially for my sister Pam, my nephew had an accident, I am not liberty to go into to much details at this time, but we found out today that they think he is pretty well brain dead from the lack of oxygen to his brain. This has been very hard on me because of Jake was like a brother to me, my sister Pam's kids were close to my age, I was an accident so I came first and then my sister started having her kids so we all grew up together. But not only that but it is like seeing Stacey in that bed all over again , the way he coughs and opens his eyes and squeezes our hands when we are there, but I have to explain to my sister as I had to learn he is not aware he is not aware of anything and it so hard to explain to her that unlike Stacey we did not never now when or how and we still don't, but in his case there will never be a possibility. So please say extra prayers for me to be strong and help guide my sister threw this and for the family that we all can stay strong and have the strength to let go of him. Thank You All and God Bless.