Dec. 25, 2006

5:30 P.M. Merry Christmas to everyone, I hope you all had a very good Christmas. Stacey was agitate again today, I really am not understanding the moods she gets in, it is almost if she is pissed off at everyone, almost like she is pissed off at the world so she tries to make us upset to. I'm not sure it's just so hard to understand, threw everyone else that I have seen, with other families and with there children's head trauma what they have went threw, I just have never seen anyone get so upset at everything the way she is. I don't know if she actually realizes what has happen and she is not going to try anything because of her feeling sorry for herself, or what it is, it seems everything we try to do with her she fights so hard to do just the opposite. I knew that we may be going threw something like this but I figured it would be later when she did come out of the coma stages, I was afraid that she would get really depressed after she seen the scares and all. I'm not sure if she is not going threw it now, because she is constantly looking at her arms and feeling the scares and feeling her belly. But then again I am not sure I just wish I could get in her head and see what is going on. But one thing that she does not count on is her mother being just as bull headed as she is, and I will not give up until she is up and back to Stacey, this she can count on. But I'm sorry not trying to sound like a sob story, these are just things that I try and get off my chest, the blog really helps me a lot, its like sitting down and talking to everyone as if you were here. But thanks for being out there Thanks for reading and please if anyone has ideals or just would like to respond don't be shy talk away, your versions of things help me to, so anything you say is never wrong, everyone's opinion helps. Thanks and God Bless.