Dec. 21, 2006

5:00 P.M. Well again another week just about gone and I guess I should say a year gone doesn't seem like it but I am hoping next year will be better than this year, in fact I know it has to be better, I am just wondering how Stacey is going to feel about missing all this time, I mean she is not even aware it is Christmas we tried to give her one of her Christmas presents early and she did not even try to open it, it is really hard to because this is her favorite time of the year, but I am hoping that when she does start understanding, that she is grateful that she is alive, there was so many times that we just about lost her, but I know that God has left her here with us for a reason, unfortunately we do not know why, but that we are very grateful that we are given another chance, sometimes it seems very hard and it seems that we are never going to get threw this, but I know we will and even tho she will never be her old self we can be grateful that she is here at all. This is my Christmas present this year is my baby girl home with me, I wouldn't ask for anything else it just wouldn't be one without her. The last few days Ray has been working with her to stand and tonight he finally got her to for three seconds it was really amazing, she has seemed to calm down a little the last few days we have been working with her pretty regularly so I think we have been taking a little of that fire out of her, but not much more to say for this evening, until tomorrow Thank You and God Bless.