Dec. 16, 2006

6:00 P.M. Well another week here and gone, Friday we hit our 4 months mark. It is so hard to see her go threw this, to make improvements one day and do just the opposite the next day, I wish I knew more about all of this with brain injuries, I try every day to look up information on all of this, but really there is not much out there that really will hit the spot to make myself understand what she is going threw. How she can one knight and be talking on the phone like her old self, and the next few days she spits and cusses and don't even what you to touch her, or that she says that Stacey is dead she is not here anymore, or fights with you scratching and pulling your hair, and kicking you because she doesn't understand that she wears diapers and they need to be changed so she calls you sick and a pervert because you are trying to change her. I just hope she gets threw this stage soon but even after this she still will be confused at times which will still make it hard, but at least I will have more good days than bad one's like now. But I try not to let it get me down because I know she is on the verge of coming threw this stage and a new one will start, but I am really hoping we get threw this one soon it is so hard to see her like this. Maybe tomorrow everyone can pass the word for a few extra prayers for us to help all of us get threw this. Thank You and God Bless. Oh we probably will be shy on pictures for a little while Stacey's camera has finally giving out but I can't blame it none it has gone threw an accident and survived, for a while it was very good considering what it been threw.